LifeLoveLust

2006-08-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

sometimes....

we ignore small things that seems not important to us.

we keep on doing stuff that's not helping us mentally.

we experience being in a roller-coaster relationship and we have no choice but to enjoy the ride.

we keep on blaming the consequences of our mistakes to others just to lighten the burden.

we keep on talking other's dust not knowing ours

we intend to hurt other's feelings

we put ourselves in a situation wherein we need to decide which is which.

we talk and talk but no act on what we are talkin'.

we feel unhappy for others achievement.

we love others first and tend to ignore the needs of our own self.

we waste our time on nothing and we break the old saying that "Time is Gold".

we do not believe on ourselves but we do believe others

we realize things too late maybe that's the reason why there is: "it's better to be late than never"

we marry the wrong man and we envy for those who marry the right one

we borrow things that we think will change our status in life.

we let others hurt us and put us into martyrdom.

we make mistakes and keep on repeating the same mistakes again.

we owe a cup of coffee to those who helped us when we are in need.

we figure out things correctly but still we ignore them.

we tend to try and try and try until we achieve it and still we keep on tryin to

find for the best not knowing that that best thing is gone and we feel

desperate in the end.

we trust the wrong person.

we give our best to things that is not meant for us.

there are many 'sometimes' in our life. either it's good or bad the important thing is we learned from it and that made us for who we are right now. enjoy life!

2006-08-17T01:07:00.000-07:00

- minsan hinde ko alam ang gusto ko gawin sa buhay.
- abnormal ako, minsan may sablay, minsan laging sablay.
- minsan naman mahalay.
- minsan walang malay.
- minsan nawawalan ng buhay.
- mahilig mag himay-himay.

ako ay isang magulong tao.
madali sa akin ang magpakato.
pero sabe nila mahirap maging tao.
sabe ko naman madali lang maging tao.

-kung ikaw ay isang bagay.
-wala kang kwentang bagay.
-kc hinde ka marunong makibagay.
-sa mga nasa paligid mong bagay.

ako ay isang babae.
na nagpapakalalake.
sa harapan ng mga kapwa lalake.
basta laging may kasamang kape.
starbucks ba yan?

-pag ba may bf ka ibig sabihin maganda ka?
-eh paano kung ang bf mo ay hinde mo kilala?
-at pano kung isa lang syang replika?
-ano may gagawin ka ba?
-na makapagpapalake ng kanyang mga mata?

rhyme rhyme go away! come again another day!

2006-08-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

i think i am lost.
i think i lost my mind to somewhere.
i think i can't concentrate to what i am doing.
i think i am am so confused.
i think i need to take a break.
i think i am missing someone not so special.
i think i am into not-so-good-kind-of-thing.
i think i made a wrong decision.
i think i myself is the problem.
i think i am not good at it.
i think i am getting old.
i think i am getting used to it.
i think i loved the wrong man.
i think i am wasted.
i think i am sick.
i think i am happy.
i think i wasted decades of waiting for the right thing to happen and all i've got is an irony.

do you think i am?

2006-08-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

Figuring out what you should spend your money on can be tricky...but how you'll know if it's not a good buy? here are some blah...

you bought it on sale but never used it.
you shopped at the very last minute and plunked down your money in a panic.
you bought it on impulse-- and you know you can't really trust your impulses.
you bought it only because someone else pressured you to.
it's pirated.
it broke the second time you used it.
you spent more than you could afford.

Here's the catch! the next time you're at the spending crossroads, don't just check the tag to see what something costs. Instead, stop and consider what it's worth to you. Happy shopping!

2006-08-15T14:30:00.000-07:00

Si ate amy ang pang pito sa aming magkakapatid. Malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya kc sya ang nagpaaral sa aken nung nag college ako ("Thank you ate! wala na tuloy akong kick back ngayon tsk tsk tsk ehhehe"). Malayo layo na rin ang narating nya sa pagiging programmer. Pinadala na sya ng Oracle and Peoplesoft sa iba't ibang bansa. Sa ngayon, isang level na lang nasa Managerial position na sya. Kaya nga sobrang proud kame lahat sa kanya. (Kaya nga gustung gusto nya ako palipatin sa development eh kaso hinde ko tlaga hilig at hinde rin hilig ng utak ko ang mag program. Masaya na ako sa pagiging taga-hanap ng depekto ng ginawa ng programmer :) ) Lage nya sinasabe sa aken na sana raw dumating yong time na maexperience ko kung ano yong naeexperience nya ngayon. Sya rin ang masugid ko na tagapag payo sa lahat ng bagay career, lovelife, sa lahat ng decisions ko sa kanya ako nagcoconsult oopss pwera lovelife minsan nakapag decide na ako tapos saka pa lang ako magcoconsult sa kanya hehehe (abnormal ako minsan :d) . Actually, walang nakakaalam sa family ko na i've been to this kind of relationship blah blah. Tapos magugulat na lang ako sa chat namin bigla nya isisingit sa usapan namin ang topic about sa BF. Tapos magsisimula na sya sa pagsermon sa aken..na dapat wag ganyan dapat ganito...pero tama naman lahat ang sinasabe nya. Tapos everytime na may gagawin ako mali, lage nakakaabot sa kanya kc si ate mylene sumbungera yon eh. Tanda Tanda na mahilig pa magsumbong. hehehe. Tapos bigla ako tatawagan ni ate amy para confrontahin, baket mo ginawa toh sa kanya, alam mo ba na mali yon? at ang favorite line nya.."pano kung ikaw yong nasa sitwasyon nya?" sya ang aking konsensya eh. hehehe. Then, lage nya sinasabe sa aken na "Wag ka muna magaasawa ha? kc bata ka pa... marame ka pa mararating.. at pag nagasawa ka wala ka ng freedom na magawa yong mga nagagawa ng single... para sa yo rin naman yan eh..." tapos ang masasabe ko na lang is "opo opo.". Basta ang masasabe ko lang is I owe you a lot! and it's a blessing to me to have a sister like you! Salamat kapatid...pa kiss nga...tsup! :) I am so PROUD of you! :)

2006-08-07T04:09:00.000-07:00

Smile At Me
Rocksteddy

funny how i fell for you
and the day you caught my eye
and my life have never been the same
since the say i saw your smile

as you shine above from everyone
you stand out from the crowd
somehow i can't find words to say
you're indescribable

and you sweep me off my feet
everytime you smile at me, at me, at me...

you light my way
you always take my breath away
you set me free
when everytime you smile at me

there's this feeling that i can't hide
that i couldn't get enough of you
i can't deny, i'm mesmerized
by the beauty of your smile

'cause you knock me off my seat
everytime you smile at me, at me, at me...

you light my way
you always take my breath away
you set me free
when everytime you smile at me

you light my way
you always take my breath away
you set me free
when everytime you smile at me...

I love that song. Somehow, it describes a bit of what i've been through in my life ...

2006-08-07T01:58:00.000-07:00

Small World Phenomenon...

is the hypothesis that everyone in the world can be reached through a short chain of social acquaintances and that happened to me many times.

Let me share you my stories...

My friend April works in RCG IT. She introduced me to Mark his friend/teammate. One time, after i left my office i went to RCG to visit them. Mark is busy chatting with his friends. Then I saw on his YM windows one familiar ID. Then I asked him "Do you know eric?" and he said "yes! he was my highschool classmate." I was a bit shocked then I told him that he used to work in GXS (my current employer) and he's one of my closest friends. Well should i say "small world?".

Another one. With Mark again :) Mark treated us for dinner in CPK co'z it was his birthday. While we were enjoying our food, a tall-dark-handsome :) guy came to our table and sat beside Mark. Then I looked at him and said to myself "I know him, I know him!" I shouted "Eugene?!" hehehe I was able to catch his attention he smiled at me and said to Mark "you two are friends?" hahaha ... Then Mark said "Yes." :d To tell you guys, Eugene is the brother of my brother-in-law. Mark and Eugene were officemates before:)

Last one. I met Brian through my officemate. Sad to say hahha we are friends until now...(Thank God) hehehe. He introduced me to his friend Benjo via YM. Then we started throwing questions to each other. To make the story short here's our connection...(sorry ahh tatamad na ako magkwento..eh dito rin naman ang bagsak nito...) The husband of benjo's older sister is the brother of my sister-in-law. Gets? medyo malayo na ang aming connection basta walang pakialamanan kc blog koh toh! :d hehehe

2006-08-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

Blog Test :d
How do i start? ummm...ehhh....ahhhctually this is my second blog na, i deleted my first blog for no reason... kaya say hello to all bloggers "hello" kumusta naman? sana makapag post din ako ng may kabuluhan blog...ganda ganda pa man din ng title ng blog ko..."LifeLoveLust" hehehhe:) napaka unique... unlike ng iba jan ang corny corny ng blog title...like "something undefined" ewww at etoh pa ang isang hay naku parang pinagubusan talaga ng oras..."blog koh toh!" oh di ba...title pa lang posessive na...heheheh...peace mga frends...